I have spent a
great deal of time in New York City to take photos and I have always preferred
taking pictures of my friends or strangers in the city because I love the
contrast between nature (people) and manmade things (the buildings, streets,
etc.) in my photos. Even though I have always loved the city, I have never been
able to stay there for too long. Maybe it’s the fast pace, or maybe it’s the
fact that I am constantly surrounded by skyscrapers, but a day-trip per month
has always been enough for me. Although I do love spending time in the city, I
prefer to spend my time in a less built-up area.
I
have always questioned why so many people enjoy living in the heart of a city.
I love going to school in Baltimore – having access to a city is wonderful, but
I’m just glad I don’t have to walk to class on a city street every day. The
idea of cities has always puzzled me. Maybe New York City prior to being
flooded with tall buildings was really beautiful, and now there’s no way of
replacing all of the skyscrapers with trees and fields. The city is beautiful,
but everything in it is man-made. Humankind has an obsession with constantly adding
more. When we as humans can possibly have something or make something “better”,
it can ruin what was once natural and beautiful.
I
can’t help but draw a connection to William Wordsworth’s I Wandered Lonely as a Cloud. The speaker talks about how he once
loved being in the field of daffodils. It was simple yet beautiful. He sees
more and more beautiful things, like the shining stars and the waves. He says, “I
gazed – and gazed – but little thought what wealth the show to me had brought”
(Wordsworth). After seeing more and becoming ‘wealthy’ and accustomed to more
beautiful things, he wishes for solitude and to dance again in the daffodils,
yearning for nature and thinking back to a simpler time.
Charlotte
Perkins Gilman’s “The Yellow Wallpaper” is narrated by a woman who appears to
have anxiety. Her case does not seem to be too serious, but she definitely
could benefit from speaking to a psychologist or someone else who could help
her. Anxiety is a natural feeling, but the woman’s husband seems to believe
that she is mentally unstable. He locks her up in a big house, against her
will, and makes her spend most of her time during the day asleep. She begs him
to let her leave, and knowing she is unhappy he doesn’t allow her to visit her
friends or move out of the house. Because she sleeps during the majority of the
day, she spends the rest of her time trying to decipher the pattern of hideous
yellow wallpaper on the old wall of the house. She describes the wallpaper as
having a color that “is repellent, almost revolting; a smoldering unclean
yellow, strangely faded by the slow turning sunlight. It is a dull yet lurid
orange in some places, a sickly sulpher tint in others” (389). She seems to go
mad spending so much of her time trying to figure out whether or not there is a
woman behind the man-made wallpaper “creeping” around the property. It is her
husband’s belief that she is ill and needs to be locked up that causes her to
go crazy. His involvement in her situation, which once was more natural and
human, has caused her to live in an unnatural indoor state, both mentally and
physically. Like the involvement of man in the building of a city, the husband
in “The Yellow Wallpaper” gets involved and makes changes that are unfixable.
In
Nathaniel Hawthorne’s “The Birthmark”, similarly to “The Yellow Wallpaper”, a
wife is seen as imperfect, so the husband feels the need to step in and alter
her life. Georgiana was born with a small birthmark on her cheek in the shape
of a tiny hand. Her husband, Aylmer, a scientist, finds the birthmark revolting
and feels the need to get rid of it. Despite Georgiana’s natural beauty, Aylmer
finds that the birthmark draws away from what could be perfection. Unhappy with
how her husband now sees her, Georgiana takes him up on his offer to remove the
mark, aware of the possible consequences. She tells him to, “‘Remove it, remove
it, whatever be the cost, or we shall both go mad!’” (475). Pleased by his wife’s
willingness to go under the knife in order to make him happy, he ends up giving
her a potion to remove the mark, but kills her as a result. Near death,
Georgiana tells her husband, “‘Do not repent that with so high and pure a
feeling, you have rejected the best the earth could offer’” (477). Aylmer,
unable to be content with the natural beauty of his wife, felt he had to adjust
her beauty and in turn did something irreparable. Just as men feel the need to
turn stunning valleys into cities, Aylmer had to turn his beautiful wife into a
science experiment.
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